Tuesday, August 31, 2010

It Will be Me


If you hear a voice,
In the middle of the night,
Saying it'll be all right,
It will be me.
If you feel a hand,
Guiding you along,
When the path seems wrong,
It will be me.

There is no mountain that I can't climb,
For you I'd swim through the rivers of time,
As you go your way, and I go mine,
A light will shine, and it will be me.

If there is a key that goes to your heart,
A special part, it will be me.
If you need a friend, call out to the wind,
To hold you again, it will be me.
Oh, how the world seems so unfair,
Creating a love that cannot be shared,
As you go your way, and I go mine.
A light will shine, and it will be me.

I see ever after,
There's a place for two,
In your tears and laughter,
I'll be there for you.
In the sun and the moon,
In the land and the sea,
Look all around you,
It will be me.

There is no mountain that I can't climb,
For you I'd swim through the rivers of time,
As you go your way, and I go mine,
A light will shine, and it will be me.

It will be me...
It will be me...



Lyrics: OST Walt Disney's BROTHER BEAR 2.
Picture: Ikki & Shun, Saint Seiya: Knights of the Zodiac.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Gold Saint Aquarius


When the boy, Hyoga, first set foot on the remote terrain of Siberia on the start of his training to become a bronze saint, Camus Aquarius welcome his young, new disciple with icy-cold look and the utmost-important question, "What's your purpose of becoming a saint?"
Hyoga replied honestly, "When I am powerful enough, Master, I plan to salvage my mother's body, buried in a drowned ship in the Arctic."
The prince of ice turned and shook his head.
"No, Hyoga," he said. "If you fight for such a reason, you will only end up dooming yourself."
He then pointed at the icebergs, stretching miles and miles on end, and told the boy, "Look, Hyoga. Only when you've become as tough and emotionless as the eternally frozen icebergs of Siberia will you be able to become a true saint and formidable fighter."
Hyoga didn't understand. The memory of his mother was the most priceless matter in the world to him. Even after he did become the Cygnus Bronze Saint, he still couldn't leave the memory behind. Camus noticed, but kept the matter to himself.

To Hyoga, even as he so highly respected his master and found him a fatherly figure, Camus always appeared as a cold, emotionless person. Little did he know that deep within, his master was a selfless man who always fought for the greater good and would not hesitate to sacrifice at any cost.
His life goal was to train a prodigy that would one day succeed him as the Aquarius Gold Saint.

It so happened that after Hyoga Cygnus finished his training and rejoined his band of bronze saints, war broke out between the saints of Athena and the gold saints of the Sanctuary. This would mean that Hyoga and Camus would stand on opposite sides.
Camus knew at that time who was on the right, yet he refused to choose side. His concern was on Hyoga alone.
Nevertheless, as the guardian of the Aquarius Temple of the Precious Urn, he had to return to Greece and guard his post.

As Hyoga and the other bronze saints arrived at the Sanctuary and fought their way, Camus took his disciple aside to the empty Temple of Libra, and taught him one last lesson.
Hyoga had to understand that to be able to challenge a gold saint in a fair combat, he had to master the "seventh sense," the ability to reach the highest cosmos and utilizing the power of the universe to the zenith. In order to reach this level, Hyoga had to go beyond the physical plane and every single matter that tied him to the present dimension, including the loving memory of his deceased mother. Camus had long seen this as Hyoga's ultimate weakness that hindered him from becoming a true saint.
But still, the boy wouldn't let it go. Even after Camus drowned the ship to the deepest trench of the Arctic, even after he gave Hyoga such blows to wake his seventh sense up, he still wouldn't let go.
"This isn't going to work," Camus thought to himself -- and finally decided to hit his disciple unconcious with the Aurora Execution, his most powerful attack.
Gazing down at the boy lying on the cold floor, Camus sighed heavily. It was most likely that, if Hyoga couldn't master the seventh sense, he would waste his life in unfair combat.
"It will be better if you die by my hand than another's," Camus whispered. "I will spare you a painful death."
Upon thinking so, Camus locked his disciple in an ice coffin, weeping bitterly as executing the boy, yet still believing that it was for the best. Tears running down his cheeks, Gold Saint Aquarius left the Temple of Libra, shattered within.

But Hyoga hadn't died. Several hours later, his friends arrived at the spot. And Shiryu Dragon, who happened to be the disciple of Gold Saint Libra Dohko, "borrowed" his master's weapon to break the ice coffin and set Hyoga free.
Finally, Hyoga returned to combat, to encounter Camus' best-friend, Milo Scorpio, in the next temple. Under excessive torture in the hand of Milo, eventually Hyoga succeeded in surpassing the present dimension and reaching the seventh sense.
Milo congratulated the boy and granted him permission to continue to the next temple.

In the end, Hyoga came face to face with his master once more -- and Camus did his best to train the boy to master his newly-achieved seventh sense, teaching him the Aurora Execution.
Upon reaching complete mastery, as both master and disciple were using the Aurora at the same time, Hyoga eventually defeated Camus. The Gold Saint Aquarius fell onto the floor, dying in contentment. At last he succeeded in creating a true saint, the one he had been waiting for his entire life.
Hyoga fell down in total exhaustion, crying remorsefully. Only then did he find out how much his master had loved him, what price Camus was willing to pay to make him a better man and a true saint.

After his death, Camus' spirit remained in his Aquarius gold cloth, and whenever Hyoga was in great danger, the cloth would come to aid and protect him. Camus kept guiding his disciple even after his departure, until Hyoga was qualified enough to become the next Gold Saint Aquarius.

The above story was part of the anime Saint Seiya: Knights of the Zodiac, a TV series I used to watch 17 years ago. Out of the blue, the memory returned so vividly to me that I decided to give a thorough look:

The master, the disciple...
The lessons, the forging...
The selflessness, the sacrifice...
The iceberg without, the flaming love within...
The boy who became the saint!

And was it fate or coincidence that I was born an Aquarian?

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Two Scenarios


Imagine yourself a film producer. One day, you are handed two screenplays to choose:

(1) A boy from a good family comes into bad neighborhood and is seduced to follow wayward living. He enjoys the wild, reckless, and adventurous so-called "freedom" for a while until he discovers that it all doesn't worth the love and affection he's got back home, so he turns away and returns to his family after learning his lesson.

(2) A boy from a good family comes into bad neighborhood, is seduced to follow wayward living, gets trapped in deep trouble, and gets killed without ever being able to return to the right path.

Which scenario would you prefer?

No doubt, you would choose the first one, as would any film producer in the world!
Nevertheless, my friends, that first scenario is nearly always found in fictions and not necessarily so in reality!
As a matter of fact, observing the situation of our days, the majority of young generation tend to fall into the second, tragic scenario!
Youths try to bite a taste of the forbidden fruit, thinking they can get away in the end, but the consequences of their recklessness overtake them before they can learn anything from it -- and they end up with their lives either cut off or shattered. There's no anti-climax of repentance, no resolution of second chance.
That's what we find in reality. Most of the time, there is no second chance as offered in the movies. The sand in the hourglass runs out way too fast.
That is real life.

But we also need to keep in mind that the fact we find so many cases of the second scenario out there also results from how frequent our children are exposed to the first scenario at home!
Parents, be careful what television is "teaching" our children!
TV or movie plots are fictions, delusive rather than instructing. We need to emphasize to our younglings from the early stage of childhood that the stories told through that tube is NOT REAL!
A youth these days is so prone to tell him/herself, "Ah, it's okay. I'll get away with it, just like the hero(ine) in the movie last night."
If we don't want our children to have this pattern of thought printed in their mind, we'd better start guiding them from now on in understanding fiction, filtering and selecting the stories they should and should not watch.
How many young lives are wasted out there on the streets, never returning home as living teens, bright and joyful as they should have been in their prime of life, just because we let the poison slip unnoticed from the crystal tube into the children's head?
Let's take extra caution in bringing up our kids. Don't let them believe "there is always a second chance" slogan offered by man-made stories. They probably won't survive that second chance!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

A Lesson from the Vultures


Three vultures were being released into the wild. After spending years of "captivity" inside the giant preservation cage since chicks, these members of an endangered species were finally set free to enjoy the rest of their lives in liberty.
Guess what happened next!
They did soar above the clouds and took their flight around the mountains -- just to return to their previous cage!
Sometimes, as Christians, we fall into the same pattern. Not understanding the unsurmountable grace granted us by the Lord's redemption and the privileges owned by every member of the citizens of the Heavenly Kingdom, we repeatedly fall back into old habits, weakness and lack of faith that we really should have left behind the day we welcomed Christ and His power into our lives.
The Spirit and the divine power resting in our lives as believers is greater than the one that is in the world (see I John 4:4). So, now, after we have been set free from the bondage of sin and granted the full-measure of freedom as children of God, why are we so easily tempted by our old self with all its weaknesses?
As Apostle Paul put it, "If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation: the old has gone, the new has come!" (II Corinthians 5:17)
"Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things" (Colossians 3:1-2).
In other words: start living our new citizenship. We're free vultures, not birds of the cage!

Friday, July 9, 2010

A Painting on My Bedroom's Wall


I see a river and a mill,
Standing on the foot of a hill.
I think the river holds its smile,
For no laughter's heard at the while.
Two damsels sit still in their boat,
And the boys run as if afloat.
I see a barn and a farm's yard,
Two gardens full-covered with sward,
White fences dividing the lawns,
The farmer gives a constant frown!
I see a stallion and a mare,
Two ducks, two sows, and no mad hare!

I believe I see them all talk,
In ways that doesn't move the clock.
I love the river and the mill,
Though forever they will stand still.

I love their silence even more,
And hear it rushing to the shore.


Shamantika -- June 24, 2002 (09.38 p.m.)

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Turning Worry into Action


Don’t worry! Be happy!
We often hear or read this expression as we drive along the way, walk down the road to our office, or wait on the line at the local grocery.
Easier said than done, most of us would silently scoff back at the expression. Who is free of worries in this hustle and hurry world?
Nevertheless, even the Bible encourages us not to worry. Matthew 6: 34 says, “Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”
When Jesus said those words, He didn’t mean for us not to plan our future. The emphasis is on anxiety, not anticipation!
Planning is good. Having a plan is necessary. But trouble, distress, and headache come when we fear that our plan won’t work! Worrying is doubling the burden on a task that should take half the energy when done without being anxious.
The point is: make your plan and anticipate whatever circumstance that may take place, but leave the rest to God. Worrying won’t do any good.
Paul Borden, for example, gave some good tips on how to turn anxiety into reasonable steps:
1. Write down the things you’re worrying about. Family life, work at the office, children’s future, whatever things might occupy and/or obscure your mind.
2. Pray for the worries you’ve written down. Ask God specifically to help you face or go through those worrying circumstances.
3. Turn them into action. Try jotting down any effort you may take to solve specific, worrisome problems. This step makes things more reasonable to face and cope with.
After you’ve written down, prayed for, and planned on solving the problems that have been casting a net of anxiety over your heart and mind, trust God to guide you through – He will certainly turn all your worries into provision and solution!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

God and the Apple of His Eye


"His eyes are like doves by the water streams...."

Such was how Solomon depicted the eyes of the Bridegroom in the book Song of Songs, which clearly portrayed the eyes of our Heavenly Bridegroom, the Lord Jesus Christ.
When we behold those eyes from afar, they might seem as no more important than a pair of marbles, small and insignificant. But the closer we approach God's eyes, we behold how those pair of divine eyes shine like two mirrors in which we gaze into our own reflection. The closer we come to the Lord, the more we see our personal wrong-doings and shortcomings.
And, we are unwise if, after reflecting upon those mirrors, we turn away because we do not wish to behold or confess our weaknesses for Him to restore and change.
When we gaze upon those eyes deeper..... we shall see how gentle they are, full of love, compassion, grace and power!
He is full of compassion and grace; our Lord is the God of love who never stops loving sinful man, no matter how great our sins are. And He is full of grace, to lift us up out of the deepest pit.
He is all-powerful to change our wretched condition into the same likeness we see in Him, and He has all the power to transform all our vileness and blemish into a perfect being through Him.
We have learned that we, His church, His body, is the apple of God's eye, who always receive His attention and marvelous care -- for we are precious in His sight.
Whenever we, the apple of His eye, are ill, or have done some improper conducts against His will, or sadden/hurt His heart, or fall into mistakes due to our yet imperfect condition, God always washes us with His tears, with the water of His Living Word. Every time we do wrong, the washing by the Word of God comes to cleanse us of guilt.
Let us always become God's precious apple of His eyes, pleasing His heart at all times! Amen.

--Mrs. J.W. Totaijs, KRISTUS GEMBALA Magazine, August 1976--